What’s hidden inside

In the darkness of our minds

We will never know

While the bluebells rest

Under their snowy blanket

Spring is put on ice

A clear blue morning

Reflects from my stony eyes

I gave you my all

A whole year has passed

And I wonder what has changed 

I still feel the same

Curled up in my shell

And safely hidden away

Never make me leave

From the mists of Spring

A million buds emerge

I am unprepared 

From when I awake

You are always on my mind

Until sleep drowns me

Fuzzy tired eyes

Blurring all of the boundaries

Life in duplicate 

What is the difference 

Between memories and dreams?

The past, the future

On dark English roads

In the grit and grime of life

Untangling love

Stillness in night air

And yet my brain races on

Stars swallowed by light

As we look deeper

We fall further and further

There is no bottom

A cold empty heart

Now the stacks start to tumble

So full of regret

A soft evening glow

Hazy gray mist and wood smoke

Crossing the marshes

Soft decaying wood

Like my stupid empty words

Rises from smoke stacks

There’s an empty space

In the pit of my stomach

And it yearns for you

Sounds and words resound

Remind me of all I’ve lost

Thick, dense heavy clouds

Like a house of cards

Everything slowly collapsing

Into empty hearts

In your shining light

I am safe I am secure

I must stay inside 

Can I hide away?

Obscured by your shining light

I’ll be your mirror

Frosty morning breath

Drifting across muddy fields 

Storm clouds gathering 

Inside my dark heart

Devouring self esteem

Consuming my pride

What is haunting you

In the visions of the night

Why do I sleep sound?

The night sky clearing

The universe opens up

So much empty space