Am I too entwined
To simply just float away
Or just a coward?

Am I too entwined
To simply just float away
Or just a coward?
To hope is to lose
To lose hope is to lose self
Lose yourself to hope
As one journey ends
An empty broken sea shell
Is all that remains
What will the day bring
Hope, joy, pain, promise, regret?
Yet these too shall pass
I hold myself back
As my own worst enemy
Only I can change
Ever changing but
Never different. This blue haze
Clouding my vision
Birds sing wild and free
Every one has its own song
How can I learn mine?
Smooth shiny wet bark
Contrasts with overcast skies
A broken barcode
This perpetual rain
Fades away drab landscapes draped
In January grey
A dividing line
Between this real world that is
And that other one